Im happy to be home after a day…a long, mentally arduous day.
Tired but pleasant, happy yet melancholy,…..I sit at my desk with just the slightest tilt of a grin (because I’m me).
Im relaxed tonight.
A few grays, a few bills, and a few years tacked on to an otherwise totally immature 20 year old id. The body argues once in a while like a liberal whinging “whataboutmeeeeeee”, so I take care of it’s mindless bulk with a few bench presses and curls. Stfu and salute!
…….But I have a huge meeting tomorrow morning (yes, on a Saturday and I know better to start a sentence with But.).
Tired but pleasant, happy yet melancholy,…..I sit at my desk with just the grin.
Im relaxed tonight.
I have a “life-corner” approaching, in the ultimate business scenario with this fledgling company I’m 4 months into the fold. We’re growing and installing a new machine in a few weeks which will increase business 6 times it’s current level which is a challenge to support “old” business as it is.
Blah blah omit boring details, I admit I bury deep such a stress that my stomach’s curling in on itself.
But I am relaxed.
Confusing heh? Yeah me too.
I glide on the assumption everything is going to be ok, and never accepting ok is good enough. Strive for excellence, ….
……..hit a speed bump or approach a hill, all I have to do is throw out the dead weight – put the shifter into 4 wheel drive and floor the accelerator. This is business.
Mean and nasty gets it done.
If only personal life went so smooth. 
……………when I get one.
Or is this what it’s all about?
